One of my pet neuroses :
I KNOW I should clean them after every shooting, and I feel SO guilty when I omit that.
I want clean guns & hate cleaning them because it's absolutely impossible to get them as clean as I want them to be, but I love to shoot and can't without getting them dirty....
Yeah, I know, you don't want to be inside MY head.
By the way : do you know the difference between a psychotic & a neurotic ?
A psychotic believes 2+2 = 5
A neurotic KNOWS 2+2 = 4, but he CAN'T STAND IT !.