I know my capabilities with my firearms, andI'm betting my life on my skills and my reactions more so than who designed my chosen handgun/cartridge, how many Nazis/bank robbers/chicken thieves/aliens it's killed over the last 100 years, or how many quadrillion rounds the magazines hold.
I wish everyone read and considered that. Every step you take, every second you live through, you are under a 1-1000,000,000 chance of dying a violent death. Every second "fate" is rolling your dice for you. No matter what weapon you carry or don't carry, it may be the wrong one. You may encounter a tiger in the middle of ohio with your .25, or a rabid box turtle with your .45. you may meet a thug with full body armor and automatic weapons, and wish that you'd carried your barrett.
If you choose to leave your .45 longslide at home and carry a mouse gun, you have your reasons, you've thought about it, and you've placed your money on the table.
It's not up to me to call you a moron. It's your life. You may win, you may lose, but you took a thoughtful approach, and took your chances.
You're smart, I respect that, and your decision.