FirstFreedom
Moderator
I would be surprised if anyone here condoned you breaking the law.
In fact, they ought not to, even if they would like to, since IINM, that would be a violation of forum rules.
The first thing I would do is apply for a CCW, so you've at least TRIED to do it by legal means, but were turned down. Make sure you document with an attached, typewritten paper, the incidents that have occurred. Then, if you are turned down, appeal that decision to the appropriate forum/tribunal, if you can afford to do so.
Failing that, and barring voting with your feet (moving), and *IF* it weren't a violation of forum rules to do so, then I'd tell you, having been robbed twice, and seen your friend killed, to go ahead and carry, the law be damned, but only at times (even if on a regular or daily basis) where the risk of danger is very high, relative to the risk of being caught. And conceal it well - something like a smartcarry rig or tuckable IWB. But since I can't, I'm not telling you to do that. I would personally, but I'm not telling you that you should. Can you tell I'm a lawyer? Good luck. Move to arizona.