not sure who exactly Lamar is addressing with his sage advice, but personally I'm not looking for happiness in a handgun, nor am I whining about the handguns I own. all of them fill a need, except for two, both of which are currently on the chopping block to fund more guns. to me the trip is just as important as the destination, destination being personal experience. the old adage, "a bad day fishing is better than a good day at the office" holds true for me and I would much rather spend a day at the range shooting a junky handgun than not going to the range at all. I also indulge in very few vices anymore, I figure that the $75 dollars I drop every 6 months by buying and subsequently reselling a bad handgun is far better spent than if I spend $90 a month on coffee, $200 on bar tabs, and $600 on gadgets for my truck.