ArmySon, you have my deepest sympathies. And please know that you were perfect to your grandfather, regardless of your flaws. A parent's love can only be matched by that of a grandparent, and both are incomprehensible to us who have no children. You might have been apart in distance, but you were always near his heart. And, obviously, he to yours. In nearly every faith on the planet it is taught that those who pass on before us are still with us. Take comfort in the knowledge that you and he are closer than ever before.