There you have the reason that I personally would send you packing. We've asked you to behave responsibly, told you that it's a really bad idea, tried to protect you from yourself, and YOU seem to be determined to do something like this. A guy in England had his mate shoot him with a shotgun to test his plastic body armor.
You respond to people saying don't do it, offering warnings, pointing out the consequences of badly planned ideas badly, throwing out words like slaves and haters, and even hinting that our true patriotism is just cowardice.
You seem to be a genuine, dyed in the wool, unrepentant and bullheaded example of the people who live in the western foothills of mount bell curve, somewhere between the two lovely hamlets of Darwin heights a and malthus city.
Sorry, there you have it, I've said something rather hateful, but face it. I worked for decades in psychology and know my way around diagnostic tools, and that is a fair clinical assessment, and you would be very, very wise to spend a little time truly, carefully examining four motives, your reasoning, your behaviors. It would be a great idea to talk to your chemistry teacher, parents, a minister, FUNERAL DIRECTOR, or even better, a cop.
I really hope that you're just a thirteen year old troll who came here just to cause trouble.
Btw, I'm sorry, but if you did this in my presence, ignored my advice, badly wounded yourself, I'd be tempted to just toss a tarp over you and cover you with brush.
I'm through feeding your ego and providing you with the golden opportunity to spit out your ill advised comments. Please don't be an a$$hat and do this. I just took a moment and said a prayer for you