I cannot let my team, my province, my sport and shooters the world over down by walking away from my passion...
...and you won't. You'll be back shooting in no time. You will no doubt be 100% more aware of possible hazardous things around you and won't have a problem voicing your thoughts when you see potentially dangerous props(objects around you), or someone acting in an unsafe manor.
As bad as things are today, there's a big plus to all this...YOUR A WISER SHOOTER TODAY and you'll move on. When you go back to the range, no doubt your safety conscience will be on 'high alert' and thats not a bad thing. Maybe showing up at the range and some of the range superiors seeing your damages, will get them to looking around for other possible safety issue's.
FWIW,
Your unfortunate incident and the fact that you told us about it, made me go out back to my own range and look things over with and 'fine tooth comb' for potential overlooked safety issue's.... and I found one.
Back in the ravine, we've got a combat course set up. We've had alot of hard rain here and behind one of the targets, the rain had eroded the dirt away leaving a huge flat rock partially exposed. The rock was at a perfect angle to cause ricochet's.
Thank You for your post....
.... and I know you'll be visiting your range shortly.