I hunt because I love it.I eat what I take.
I have never hunted to kill.I always feel bad about killing whether fish,game or predator destroying my stock.I hunt because I like to hunt.I kill because I like to eat it.When I kill game,I feel the exact same way I have felt every time I killed the hog,cow,goose,turkey,chicken,rabbit or duck that I raised to eat.I have never felt "Buck Fever"or proud or a urge to brag.I do not understand it or trophy hunting or fishing.You have to kill it and butcher it to eat it.Killing and butchering are both a necessary evil that I feel the same about.I have no use for anyone who kills needlessly or just to kill.Killing is a necessary part of life.
I have the same lack of understanding of people who like to kill people.I have no scruples about killing people when absolutely necessary,but I do not like killing in any form.In fact,I avoid it and would always rather others took the shot or caught the fish.Now I know of nothing that I would not kill,for my right reasons.Food,defense,protection and duty have always been my reasons.I never remember killing in anger.I have regretfully killed in a reflex action from insects to mammals.Heck,everything that I ever killed was regretfully.
The military trained me to and believed that I would kill anyone or any thing if I thought it necessary.If they had not,I would not have been allowed access to or guard Nuclear weapons.I was fully prepaid to do my part to fire all of our weapons knowing that they would kill millions of men,women and children.I did not have to like it.
I honestly believe that those who like to kill are sick and need help.I also see nothing sportsman like in taking every advantage one can afford to kill fish or game and call it a sport.It is as sporting as killing a pen raised animal in my belief.When that animal has a equal chance of taking you,it is sport.
It would not be sporting or fair to the bear for me to bait a Kodiak bear with a can of Sardines in my left hand and kill it with a knife in my right hand.If I were healthy it would be fair.Being that I am terminally ill,it would not be fair to the bear.It would also be baiting and unfair for me to ride in my wheelchair with a rifle and shoot any bear who attacked.Bears can smell out the dying and have fed on it for eternity.It would only be unnatural if I were not attacked.The Boar bear that I stared down at 10 feet in the Smoky mountains 28 years ago would attack me now.alfred