I have no formal training with firearms in a "self defense" manner, but i have been very involved in martial arts for many years, started with northern shaolin kung fu when i was 9, i have branched off into many different styles and schools of thought, there is a lot of theory that gets bounced around.. though for some reason, the two sections of the "self defense" community never seem to come together, i was taught to use what was available.. turning your body into a "weapon" is one thing, having an actual weapon will always be preferred
another thing that has stuck with me, was a rather childish discussion with a friend about a modern day "ninja" i insisted that they still exist, in the form of some highly trained units, using the term "special forces" as some what of an umbrella term, back in the days of the good ol ninja.. it was common practice to be deceiving, the target might find himself at the pointy end of a farm tool, after walking past an innocent looking dirty rice farmer... the point is (no pun intended) they used the weapons they had.. and learned to be very deadly with them, the same logic is still applied today, at least in my opinion, and today.. we have guns
what i am getting at.. is the fact that i think its best to train body and mind, regardless of what weapon you have in your hand, same rules apply, remain calm and think clearly, i spent my years doing the drills, pounding the forms and techniques into my body, preparing my mind for that moment... when it finally came, i forgot every single thing i spent so long trying to learn... EXCEPT the most important thing, my mind was clear and i knew what i had to do, if not exactly how to do it off the top of my head, no game plan so to speak, the end result was a complete blank in my mind for awhile, i could not remember exactly what had occurred, all i knew is my face hurt and my right hand felt like it was broken
i was attacked from behind, had no idea it was coming, caught a right hook to the cheek, a bit dazed from it and mostly surprised, the next swing was redirected away from me and countered with a very solid shot to the face... not the best idea, hit hard targets soft and soft targets hard, i forgot that little idea
, it was a horrible experience, my first fight... i handled it very poorly, but we have to learn somehow, at least no one died
Bruce Lee said "be water" im sure everyone knows the rest, but how many know what he meant? i prefer the analogy of being a tree, blown by the wind... rooted solidly at its base, strong and confident.. able to roll with the punches, if the wind blows, do the tree branches pause for a second, to think which way they should move? no, its not a matter of instinct, its just what must happen, its very hard to find that balance, to be able to mindlessly react to any situation correctly
if you are attacked by an armed attacker, that doe intend to kill you, and you have a gun in your pocket, what will you do? is it locked and loaded, can you draw and get a shot off before he can close the distance, do you even need to use the gun.. can you cancel his threat without it, if not then what are the risk factors in your surroundings, could you harm an innocent by mistake, all of this and so much more will undoubtedly race through your mind in that split second, can you really afford to waste that much time?
i know i seem to be rambling on with no real answers, but thats because i don't know the answers and i don't think there are any, every situation will be different, and you can never fully prepare for any of them, but we at least owe it to ourselves and others, to keep trying to reach that next level of awareness and physical capability, through training both mind and body
but never forget the real purpose of training, it is.. and always has been, to get our body in the condition to preform the task that our mind sets for us, whatever that may be
again, just my .02, i have no formal training with firearms, but i have years of training and experience with self-defense
(wow.. i can talk a lot sometimes
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