Im gonna be the odd man out, and most likely, no surely, be scorned and flamed.
I will not give up my life with my daughter and wife over stell and wood. I have a gut feeling most would not either. A good game is often talked, and it is a righteous thing to do so. I do not, nor will I , condemn nor fault anyone for their beliefs. Period. Each man must choose the road they shall travel, and Godspeed those who choose this less traveled byway.
If you had asked me three years ago, I would have responded with the sabre ratlling intensity shown here, and I would have meant it. All that changed on September 1st, 2001 when my daughter was born. I cannot, in good faith, say I would lay down my life for these things thatI so love. I realise with every fiber in my being that it is not the weaponry itself that is worth fighting for, it is our very freedom. I will not argue that poitn. To be honest, it saddens me to know that I have changed this way, but I have, and I feel that I have matured enough to know this about myself.
This being said, I do partake in the battle to retain the rights we have. I am a police officer, and I realize that I will lose my rights after non government employess, yet I have not relinquished my memberships in organizations devoted to preservation of our rights, nor have i ceased my efforts in letter writing. I simply realize when push comes to shove, I will not give up what semblance of a life I have with my family...call me weak, call me what you will, but at least call me honest enough to admit it.
Rest assured, however, if the day does come I am told to come get your guns, It will not be I on your doorstep. I do draw the line somewhere.
But, in the end, what do I know? This diatribe comes from a 24 year old rookie. Let the flames begin.