"I'n not a Christian man, nor are many others here....perhaps PMing this stuff would be best..."
Well, Harry, I am a Christian man and I believe I'm with WildAlaska here.
Seriously, HB, if you think you have a real problem with controlling your behavior, you'd do better (no offense to all the good people here of all faiths) to seek help from a professional shrink (I don't think Jesus would hold it against you) or at least a good Marine or Army First Shirt.
Best.
Will