Ok after a long drawn out process of research and hundreds (not kidding, don't judge me) of dollars on gun rentals I've made my final decision and purchase. I feel really good about it. Yesterday my son and I went to the shooting range to rent guns. I rented several 9mm's including the Shield and one I didn't think I was even interested in owning. I decided to give the Sig Sauer P938 a try thinking well I've rented every other 9mm they have here so why not. I was a stout gun but extremely accurate. The recoil seemed to absorb different than any of the other guns I rented. Making the recoil seem not so recoily (yes I know it's not a word). I shot an extremely tight group with it so I thought ok let me go back and get the Shield. I shot it and thought eh maybe the recoil on this gun is slightly lighter so maybe I'll get the Shield after all. I rented the P938 again, once again with little aim a really tight grouping. It just fits and somehow I can hold it still even with the crispy trigger. I can't explain it. So I went back and rented a Glock because the guy behind the counter who was probably sick of looking at me suggested it. I didn't care for it so much. I thought one more time lets shoot that P938. I shot it again perfect tight group once again. Easy to hold and shoot. I thought that's it I'm done here. I walked in the store to purchase some ammo. And there it sat my gun the Sig Sauer P938 BRG. The rest is history. I'm very excited about it.