I agree - you should not have to pay for your own gear, then turn it in when you leave. There are 2 issues there, 1) the fact that you're out the money you spent, 2) the gun control/rights issue. The rights issue is far more important.
However, what I said was true, in that there is a DOUBLE STANDARD: law enforcement (i. e., gov't) still has access to standard-capacity magazines, "assault weapons", full auto, etc. And as I said before, if the people don't have it, government doesn't need it.
You're not the enemy. The enemy is the statist, elitist attitude manifest in "gun control" and the double standard I mentioned. You may not feel that way (statist, elitist) personally, but you can't deny the attitude exists in law enforcement.