This happens alot when a person had been shooting a handgun with some heft and they the buy a subcompact piece of plastic. You need to getyouself back to shooting what ever it was before you went to the Ruger maybe even check out an all steel 9mm at a range and rent one.
You may never get back to shooting a plastic gun but fortunately there are plenty of alternatives with a bit of heft to reduce felt recoil.
You may never get back to shooting a plastic gun but fortunately there are plenty of alternatives with a bit of heft to reduce felt recoil.