Oct 2, 1996. I was running an investigations unit at the time and was commander of 2 drug task forces. I was off duty and carrying my usual S&W 649 loaded with W-W 158 gr LSWCHP+P. Been carrying that or similar set up off duty for over 20 yrs. In the car I had 2 speed loaders with the same ammo. Total of 15 rds. One of my guys calls and says he's located a federal fugitive holed up in a hotel room. The fedfug was a known baddie, believed himself to be a Goodfellows type, had a bar called "The Bunker" fixed up with sandbags, cammo netting, and military motif. Reported to always be armed and had told people he wouldn't be taken alive. I get the SWAT guys together, the feds, and some of my others. Plans are made to make the arrest.
Long story shorten quite a bit - when we attempt entry into the motel room he opens up on us with a TEC-9 in one hand and a Colt Mustang .380 in the other. The door was only open a second. We hit it with the ram, swung open, hit the wall, and swung shut. It was open about as long as it took you to read that last sentence. During that time he fired 11 rds at us using both guns. Sounded like a machine gun.
I can't tell you how small that 5 shot 649 felt in my hand. I had been doing drug raids for some time. My carry gun, other than shotgun, had been my S&W 645 with the 649 or 49 as a backup. Going thru the doors with that big, shiny 645 and an 870 had always been a comfort. People saw that shiny 645 and it caused several to think twice, and make the right decision. But that night, standing there holding a 649 which I could hold in the palm of my hand, sure did feel undergunned.
Having said that, the 649 is still my summer time off duty carry when nothing else fits the clothes and it's still with me everyday as backup. But when only the 649 can be carried one of my bigger guns won't be too far away. I'm not kicking another door armed with just a 649.