I've been researching this matter for a while, and the consensus seems to be that it is very unwise to carry a P229 cocked. But the problem for me is this: my hands are small. I mean really small. I love the P229, no doubt, but even with the short trigger, I can't pull the trigger properly in DA without pulling/pushing the muzzle everywhere. It's not really a matter of training, it's simply that my finger BARELY reaches the trigger in DA; I can only get the very tip of my finger on the trigger. SA with short trigger is no problem. So here's my question. Can I carry a P229 cocked, by first decocking the gun, holstering it, then cocking it again while the gun is in the holster? It seems a major concern is that the gun will go off during reholstering, but decocking then recocking would get around that, no? Or is my only real option to find a SAO gun or an HK? I've contemplated practicing cocking the hammer, then drawing, but that doesn't seem very smart either.