I, personally, would save enough cash to buy a quality built pistol to protect my butt. My normal carry is a Sig P238 (0r 938 if I want 9mm protection) or Kimber Micro 380, sometimes a G 42. This type of pistol has a lock up on the barrel and consequently is a much softer shooter than the blow back pistols, softer recoil means you will shoot the pistol more and develop more skill to handle emergency situations. Of the thirty or so 380 pistols in my safe the Sig's and Glock are the most fun to shoot and the Keltec P3AT the worst.