I was the same. But. I’m slowly accepting the Sig P365. With the manual safety. In a Kydex holster, is probably OK. I have not heard a single report of a P365 going off uncommanded.I am with you. I would carry my P30SK or my CZ-P-01 Appendix (both with De-cocker) but I would never carry a Firearm with stored energy like a striker fired gun appendix. I know it is done everyday, but no way would I do it. Also When I try to carry appendix the gun digs into my gut when I try to sit. I can't seem to find a comfortable way of doing it.