well thanks everyone for the input. since this will be my first handgun purchase and since i'm basically a beginning shooter, i'm going to go for the glock 17. it won't offer to much kick, so it should be a good starting weapon. plus the ammo is cheap so i'll be able to afford practicing with it alot. i think the 9mm will be just fine for home defense, and i'm a tall person 6'2" so i think i'll be able to manage it just fine for concealed carry. (i don't like the 19 it's too small for my hands and doesn't feel right shooting for me). as far as bears are concerned, i'll just have to grab some bear spray and try to be safe out there in the woods. maybe later on one day i'll get a more powerful handgun, but not to start with. well, thanks again for the feedback!