Rooster,
I know what you mean. There are times I get so hot under the collar and my red neck glows so bright that the neighbors think my house is on fire.
In a way I find our government fascinating. Permit me some rather broad generalizations:
1) The same hippies that were chanting "Freeeduuummmm, Freeeduuuummmm" some years ago now seem to have become the generation of intentional tyrants. The common thread among them (through the years) seems to be, "You must think my way or else!"
2) Our draft-dodging, peace-loving, non-inhaling, adulterous, anti-feminist, "baby-raping", perjurer of a President has American "citizen-soldiers" in danger all over the globe.
3) The neighborhood policeman that we used to trust has been replaced by an internal, faceless, military force that too frequently abuses its powers, kills innocent people, and destroys or confiscates private property with impunity, without recourse for its victims.
4) Attempts to ensure "equality" and "fairness" result in ridiculous inequities and travesties both of justice and common sense!
5) Life, at times, seems to have become one huge "It don't compute!"
6) Worst of all, there were times I truly felt all alone with these beliefs.
Offsetting all this, is when the TFL folks help me remember that:
1) Not all of the kids were hippies.
2) The President is making decisions based on recommendations from his subordinates using intelligence information I don't have.
3) Our Sheriff's Deputies in this county are almost always as courteous and gentle as the situation permits them to be. Watchdog groups (including us) don't always get the full story of incidents like Waco, Ruby Ridge, etc. Considering how violent criminals have become, nobody can recommend police officers restrict themselves to .38Sp 6-shot revolvers when trying to arrest groups of maniacs armed with full-auto shoulder weapons. Police abuse can be fought better now than ever before, by going to supervisors, department heads, superior departments (like the Texas Rangers), or even the media (gag).
4) The civil rights pendulum which was too far one direction for too long, then swung too far to the other side, is beginning to "center" itself.
5) When life doesn't compute, I remind myself that life is still better here than what I saw in Moscow, Leningrad, Warsaw, East & West Berlin, Magdeburg (East Germany) or even in "free" West Germany.
6) Finding TFL has reassured me that I am not alone. I have found other sites on the "net" that show me many Americans have differing opinions on abortion, civil rights, etc.; but also have views similar to ours concerning liberty, etc.
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I'm still angry about our government's apparent intent to "rule" us as "subjects". But I cling to the hope that we can fight them with Right, logic, and our votes. When I lose that hope, I'll meet you and many others in the streets. If you shoot better than I, I'll reload for ya!
Until then, I'll fight my little paperwork battles, hoping that by adding my voice to the gathering crescendo we, working as a united front, can keep the blighters from destroying what our Founding Fathers established.
Jeez. I do go on. Sorry. (Exit stage RIGHT, never left...)