Walt,I have also heard outhers say the seacamp can be a little beast to shoot, I find mine to be very pleasant to shoot with win. sthp's,my hands are on the med.- small size,that maybe why. for a tiny gun it fits my hand fairly well,shooting the p-32 and seacamp in the same session with sthp's recoil is exactly the same on the mild side. the sthp's are the mildest feeling out of 32hps and fmj's in my p-32. i also agree on the 32rd size,i posted in anouther post that i have always carried small/pocket guns with out a second thought,while leaving my 9mm's,38's,40 & 45's in the safe, but for the past few months i have been carring a compact 45,and recently when i dropped my p-32 in my pocket to do some errands i did not have a good fealing about just having the 32 and got my 45 out of the safe.