My dad got a p40 for Christmas and fell in love with the size, capacity, ergonomics. Then we got a chance to shoot it. THIS IS THE FIRST GUN I'VE EVER SHOT THAT I COULD NOT HANDLE. After the 4th shot we had to change hands. My dad has a clip extension and a grip on it. I love my p32 and always wanted one in .40 but this thing is ridiculous. Is there a 9mm conversion for this gun, and would that even help?