I didn't want to get personal but it sounds more like you cried the cry. I'm sure the corporate world suits you well. You tried like the military, didn't like it and that fine it's not for everyone. The military isn't the corporate world, try telling a bank ceo he's going to live in a third world country eat goat and water buffalo, carry a gun and may get shot and see how that goes over. We all pick our careers, they all have their plus' and minuses and we are all free to change careers when we want and from the sounds of your comments I'm glad you changed careers you definately weren't happy.
You are correct the military is partially socialist, it couldn't function if it weren't. It's also structured, organized and alot of fun. I personally like water buffalo and goat. I like going to third world countries. I like the unknown. It's been worth every year and the thing I like most is you earn your keep. Life isn't fair and neither is the military. Nor is it a democracy.