After putting .357 Mag rounds (factory loaded only) through my S&W 686 4" for the umpteenth time in the last two years, I finally conceded the fact that I don't care for the big-bore magnums. Well, to be honest, they kind of scare me. I had always fancied myself a real shooter and thought that getting a .44 Magnum would be neat and a good compliment to my collection (you know, Dirty Harry and all that), but firing the 357 tonight felt like punishment, not fun. I thought that I would eventually get used to it, but I still get nervous and anticipate recoil. Does anybody else share this sentiment? Don't get me wrong, I love to shoot .40's, 9MM's, .45's, etc., but I believe I have defined my limits. BTW, how does the .44 compare to the .357? Maybe I'll fire one one day just to find out.