I work as a night auditor for a local hotel from about 11p.m. to 7a.m. or so. I carry a glock 31, open carry, for protection. We are about a quarter mile down the road from a night club, so every so often I get drunks, homeless people, and general riffraff coming in for only God knows what reasons. The homeless generally come in to get warm as it's about two degrees outside right now. They eat the breakfast bar, crap and puke in the restroom, (which is always fun to clean up), and even once camped out on the lobby couches which wound up costing us two hundred dollars to shampoo after they infested the furniture with dust mites. There are nine different gangs vying for territory which we sit in the middle of the "battlefield". In fact there was a drive by, (the 5th in 3 months) not a mile away two nights ago. And I am always having to kick these people out and off the property cause I'll loose my job if the manager sees me suffering these people to "hang out".
Now my problem is this, there is a common factor in everything that goes on here.
All the crap I have to put up with ALWAYS comes from native americans. Every time some indian comes in I think to myself, "Damn not again." and I adjust my gun to a better position.
Here's the question. Am I in danger of becoming racist, and there fore becoming an @$$hole, or is it just circumstance that's getting the better of me. I have always thought of myself as a hating everyone equally kind of person. What do I do about my mode of thinking?
Now my problem is this, there is a common factor in everything that goes on here.
All the crap I have to put up with ALWAYS comes from native americans. Every time some indian comes in I think to myself, "Damn not again." and I adjust my gun to a better position.
Here's the question. Am I in danger of becoming racist, and there fore becoming an @$$hole, or is it just circumstance that's getting the better of me. I have always thought of myself as a hating everyone equally kind of person. What do I do about my mode of thinking?
