Hope you're not planning to carry it for SD; there are so many reasons not to, I'm not sure there's room here. I had a Bond Cowboy Defender in 9mm; got it because I thought it looked like fun. It was anything but ... First, you have two rounds to work with. That's great if the bad guys promise to stand still about three feet away and let you take the first shot. Uh-oh, there are three! Or you missed! Reloading is a slow process, not one I'd want to try on the run. The thing weighed a ton compared to the firepower. Cocking is heavy and slow and must be done for each shot. Recoil is heavy and with the small grip getting back on target is a slow process. It might make a good BUG or something to show off at the range, but think about the guns available with a decent capacity and low enough weight to pocket carry. I carry a PM9 every day. Seven rounds of 9mm, easy reload, recoil far more easy to control ... and if money is an issue, look at the tons of cheap .380s. Even a j-frame is a better bet ...